Stuck

at home today, & aint feeeeling goood. damn, -_____-
Today i wasz suppose to go Anji's house.
haa. IMSHER. D; & i wanna hang with her before schooool starts! hmmm.
hopefulllly, this weeeekend! :D


uh, welllll. mama came home -___-
& im speechlesss, cz i have nothing to say or do with her.
I didnt talk to her though, & she doesnt bother me anymore.
SOOO, im okaaay with that, It just feeels weird.



ANYWAYS, i hate being at home, nothing to do except eat,sleeep,computer,be bored. UNHEALTHY i tell youuu, haha.
so if anyone wanna make plans, text/call ;D haha


L888tas

This week

had its ups & downs, but my downs didnt get to me! :D
mm, Spring break is going prettty goood, could be bettter.
Hang with BG & OT<3
but, we stillll got more catching up to do! haa,

This weeeeek:
Monday- went aizzy's house, haged w/ FAN4
Tuesday-stayed home, but chels came back! :)
Weds-Chillled w/ BG
Thurs- Beach bound with ot<3
Friday-Movies w/ girls<3

I looooved it, but theres 1 more week til' going back to schooool. UGH D;
& hopefulllly, there more things plannned ;D
Im down for it.


Spring Break Wish List:
- Shopppping Spree with Bessstfriend
- Hang with Besss,Bosstard & Mikey
- Out to Lunch or Dinner with OT, dolllled up status ;D
- Water park or Jetskiiing
- Sleeeepover at Anji's
- Around the island with BGH
& MUCH MORE :D


KEHHH for now.

OVER &DONE

Las'night was the fucking worst EVER. my madre & daddeh had an argument'
& it was about it* & i didnt know he knew all this time, & he kept his cool everysince.
fuck, i regret not telling him then, cz she cosz alot to our family.
I didnt want it to happen like this, but it did.
& what done is done.
I can never forgive her for this, NEVER. I still love her, & im missin' her already. But she should of thought of it before she did it, she knew the consequences, & what was gonna happen if she was going to do it! Its her fault, PERIOD.

& now, I cant even think straight. All this happeing' i cant even enjoy my break now, cz of this.
I hate it, I really do. BROKEN & DONE.
When i overheard my daddeh, i felt so sad, b'cosz he did his best & everything to her, She fucking stupid.

I couldn't even sleep las'night. Cant' help but cry, & cry :(
THIS IS BULLLSHIT,
I cant even face her anymore, i dont want to even deal with her but i gotta.

WE DONT DESERVE THIS, that's all i can say.

I MISS YOU MAMA<3

THREE-0-THREE

HAPPPPY GIRLS DAY! :) haaa.


Today- was another cold & windy day, damn.
& wearing long sleeves/sweaters/ jackets is irratating cz at the end of school, the sun comes out. I dont like this weather, I mean common, this is HI. -Ugh,
Aside of that, im catching a cold & I seriously dont like it. ;[
Halls isnt doing me any good.

Pd1 was funnnnn with Bess & fumi! ;PPPP if ya catched it. haha.
Hang'd with FAN.4 afterschool, went to zippy's. We had our Laughs & talks. <3;D
Then went to BESS'S house & baked brownies. YUMM.
Then her daddy dropped me home,
Myspace a little, & then doing this. I checked the weather & it says 69 degrees! it's hellla freeezing, -_____-


ALOHA.