thinkin'

about alottta things, idk.today wasnt a good day for some reason;[
been having mood swings lately.


ANYWAYS, today, was an hour class. which was still long! -____-
pd1 had our oral quiz on jap convo. i hope i did good :)
pd2 baked cookies, yummmmmy.
pd3 fucking gayyyy! my A dropped to a fucking B+ =( haw,
pd4 had a map quiz, easssy. & still havin' an A :D yay.
had pep rally today, was hella boring as always, our class spirit is fucking sad. >=[ hahah
+OUU' i saw my boyfrannnn ;) hahahahahaha. i wish, :PPP haha.
afterschool, went kams with the girls then home. -___- now with nothin ta do. hopefully going out tonight!


KEHHH,

EYE

been thinkin' about things* & i dont know, feelin distracted by it.
it's irratating how she doesnt realize that it's dumb,
she desnt know that i know, & how long does she think this is gonna last?!?
im not stupid,
Idk, its been bugging me. & idnt know what ta' do.
I really want say it to her, but i always take 2 steps back. + what is my benefit for doing it? NOTHING.
& if ya' dnt know what im talking about, let's just say its a stupid thing you can ever do even if you have a family.





DNT KNOW A THING TA' DO

haven't

been on this for awhile.

anyways, ive been busy since school started again. & yekno what that means, hardly no time for this or myspace.

I really am trying to do better this semester, i nevr did try once to get the grades i could have, i just slack or give up.
ME + SCHOOL = BADD! D=
I hate it when my parents compare me to my sisters, i feel like i dont belong here because they're over achievers & then ME, just average or below average :(
hopefully this time is different,



CHANGING FOR THE GOOD

fouuuur

daaaays of no schoool ^____^ cheee.


today is boring cz of the stupppid weather! D;
& the news is sucha liaar, never had storm las'night & this morning,
but i guess thats okay. i nevr wanted a storm, just black out! :D haha.


i feeeel like in a shopping mood. haaaa.



for now,

Second

Day of schoool and was WAAAY better than first day,

FIRST day was not my day, 1st - 4th period was hellla boring.
atleast, got some* goood people in my class.







btw, HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JACQUELYN ABAD! loves youuu forever n' evaa.

Lastday

before going back ta' schoool ;[


I aint ready, haa. mann, New classes, New people. Hopefully there's goood people! :)
back to struggglin' D; enuff of this. anwys..


Stayed up til' 3 something. talked to bossstard, he errrking. haha. he got a nu' fone! :D finallly git txting, but not unlimited. haha.
After talked to sunshine :) it was fun talking, but he fell alseep on me! haaa. loooser, but yehh. idano, if should talk ta' em cz yehhh. it's complicated.


FOR NOW, BYE.

Weekend

was fucking unreal ;D

Saturday,Went info's & finally bought ronald something. haaa. & ate menchies! YUMMMY! :)
My second was way better than my first one! =P haha.
After besss came over then went to anji's house to sleepover! (= Aizzy came over. It was hellllla fun. Camera whoring, dancing, playing confessions, serious talks, eating alot, played with her sisters, su' cute. hah. Nevr slep til' idk? ha.

Next day, Sunday- woke up 10, anji's mom made us breafast. & got ready to go JETSKIING at sandisland boat doc! ^___^ cheeee! haa. had davin, domo, robert there. & then we saw Austin* O___O i was suprised cz aftr all these years, i never saw him eversince 8th grade. haha. He came way handsommme! than before. ;) haha. freaaaal, he was nails before :P but now, he's a good looking muthha fucka ;D hahah. he got anji's attenion! LMAO :)
Cass & anji went jetskiing first with anji's daddeh. i had to wait my turn. haha. then when it was my turn oh no, i was realllly reaaally scared D: when we were jetskiing, we went so far look like we were by diamond head side already, but idk. anji's dad was turning we went the same direction & fell offf! -__- sad yeh? ha. i was scared! >< raced his friend. & headed back to the shallow already. dammmn, <3it
--2bcont..

got home around 5. slep til' 8 something. missed call frm sunshine ;[ got up & ate won ton min. MMM, then went outside.

ALOHA

Finallllly

went out yestrdae! ^__^ haha. out of the whole weeek. i was gonna get mad already ;P

talked to sunshine :) litttttle bit.
Spent it with Bessss at Kams. haha. Then went movies &d watched The Unborn. iloved it! ;D hahaha. but i got scared some parts =P


Overallll, it was a goood day. (=

BYE

WHATTT

A BORING ASS DAY! D;


suppose to go beach with OT & BOYS, but muthhha said not ta go out.
then gave it anther shot,asked her if i could go Anji's house, she said NO. haaa.
damn, shes iraaas. but W/E. im over it.


Today:
woke up around 10- something.
laid til' 11
went on myspace
took ashower
ate food
myspace & doing this now. D:



fucking gayassnesss, haha.
hopes to go out tmrw*



BYE.

& Another

Aloha.
This is my 3rd blogspot account. haaa. cz idano,i keep forgetting my password & icant login to it anymore. hahah.

Anyways, it's a NEW YEAR! 2009!
NEW Begginings, New Changes, New Memories to make.. & Hopefully No regrets this time.
& is anything changing?
that's a NEGATIVE! D: for some reason, i thought my new year was gonna be more exciting & less drama. I guess i was wrong, everything is opposite & i hate it.
Im gona vent right now, haha. cz, i cant help it.

-My momma, i thought she was gonna be atleast be less strict about everything, & i dont knoe whats up with her, shes just been getting on my case nowa days. & i can hardly go out! like serious moment, evn if its outside! damn,
&&& to top it off! shes been doing the same damnnnn thang* for how long already & it's getting worse! like fa'real. I just wanna confront her, but I can't. I have no courage to do that. & + i dont want a broken family :(
I mean, i would garentee have my daddeh's back no matttter. & I always, think about it* everyday, that i hoe she realizes what she doing, but i fucking guess not!



nthin fucking changed, i swear.